Ahhhh! I'm very happy, very very happy. Never been that happy after so so long. Haha. My friends all hate me, they hear me niam x 3 his name for 24/7. For those who have no idea who is him even knows about his existence. Hahahaha. Though it's just one-side. But nevermind.. just talking to him whenever I can, taking photos with him whenever I can, it's enough. Really. I'm contented with what I have. At least I knew, I've never felt this way before. I'm not putting in any hopes but still ya.. I'm happy with what I have now. :) Just hope no one will take this away from me. Hehe. I sorta crashed hearts for the ones that wants to be with me. But well, none of them gave me the "feel". I've never believe in love at first sight, but I seriously believe it now. Zhen de. Appearence is not the main factor, it's the charisma, the "electricution". I'm seriously going gaga over him. That everyday when I see him in my desktop & my cellphone, I will smile out to myself. I will force everyone to say he loves me. WTF? I know. LOL. I think I'm seriously crazy over him already. It's something that I swear that I can't do, but... like what I say, just talking to him & taking photos with him. It's enough already. (: Even right now, I'm still smiling and smiling to myself. Haha. Hen kai xin. Hehe.
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